Jealousy (or angsty teenage me)

The same bond that draws me to her
Brings my soul to tears to be near
My laughter stale to my own ears
A leash that holds back all my fears
Drowning in my own jealousy
I turn away from life to die
The sickness of my soul shows
My black blood drips out through
That long tunnel that blinds me
All I see is her the end is crazy

Live for the moment
Die for a reason

I can’t stop and I can’t go back
One choice; knuckles crack
Angels cry to see me go forward
Down ancient stairs once shattered
To grasp my soul in both hands
Bind you to the feral strands
My soul strains against my grasp
She unlocked my heart; the clasp
It hangs loosely in her soft palm
The silver wings cut without harm

Live for the moment
Die for a reason

Her terrible beauty burns my eyes
I look away for a moment; ties
Are broken as if they never were
Hesitation beget ruin down for
Me standing alone, as the rain
Broke all around me to the drain
The rain takes my soul by the hand
Down to hell they both ran
My soul is yours the tears are mine
A drop of blood is the sign
That redemption can be found
Even in the void of damned

Live for the moment
Die for a reason